*Yawning* Ey guys,i jus woke up and i decide to blog again. Erm,my headache reali kills me lots. Erghhh`!! I dunno why i kip thinking bout d argument we had yesterdae. Well,it started with me actuali.. I quietly read his inbox and sent item messages and i end up wit a heartpain. Hem.. i refused to tell wads on my mind wen he asked me. Im jus afraid dat i may get scolded by him for reading his messages. With his starin eye lukin at me,deep inside my heart i noe he was angry at me. I dun mean to make eu angry my dear,trust me.. Den we chill fer awhile under my void deck b4 he off to werk to sort tings out.. And i thought we wuld be better after that but i was wrong. We were msging each other wen he otw to werk and it started again. I tried to tok to hym nicely and i was shocked wen he msg me 'ko/aku'. Its reali hurt me alot dear.. I was in tears all d way and i feel dat i wanna get out of d house to hv a peace of mind,but i know he wun lettin me out at nite. I let him cool down and finally,thanked god.. we are in good term as usual..

Dear,if eu were about to read my blog.. firstly,i wan to apologies to eu fer wad had happen.. jus dat i cnt kip dat inside cos its reali hurt me and it do makes me jealous,heartpain.. i reali lurve eu and i dun wanna lose eu my dear.. wen on the 070107 we are together,i was reali dammed hapy and i wanna eu fer my entire lyfe.. eu are d first guy who open my heart on dis new year.. thanks alot dear.. reali appreciate eu in my lyfe.. therefore,dun eva leave me dear coz u're my everytin. And wen i lose ue,i lost a part of my life..

Dat shuld be all aite.. Blog it soon.. =)